We just returned last evening from a quiet week in a cabin situated
on the top of a mountain tucked way back in a hollow. Surrounded by mountains
full of trees and a creek winding its way through the valley below, we heard
mostly breezes in the tree tops, birds singing and chirping, and water tumbling
over rocks as it found its way to the river. A couple of times a day, we could
hear a vehicle moving slowly along the narrow gravel road that followed the
creek through the valley. But for the most part, we did not hear sounds made by
humans but rather we heard the sounds of nature at its best.
It was a delightful week of rest, communing with the Lord
and His creation. Amazingly, each morning I woke up early – between 5 and 6
a.m. – and was excited to get up and visit with the Lord and the birds. I
listened carefully to the birds and tried to identify specific birds. Because
it was just the right time for the bird migration, there were many new and
different voices than I normally hear. And while I was out on the deck level
with the tops of many of the trees, I was reading devotionals and my Bible and
letting God speak to me as well. The peace and presence there was almost palpable.
This morning, I woke up at home in my own bed. The window
was open and I could hear birds singing in the trees. But I lay there and didn’t
want to get up. I would cover my head and go back to sleep and an hour later
wake up again and turn over and go back to sleep. At about 8:30 a.m. I was
ready to hear God’s voice and I asked Him, “Why did I wake up so early in the
mountains and jump out of bed with anticipation and excitement and at home I
almost resent morning coming and destroying my rest?” And His answer was clear
and simple. “What were you focused on when you woke up in the mountains? And
what are you focused on when you wake up here?” And I realized that when I wake
up at home, I have an agenda for the day that is bigger than I’ll ever get done
and I am overwhelmed before I even get out of bed. In the mountains, my agenda
in the morning is to spend time with the Lord and commune with His creation.
I have been reading through I Samuel and the history and
experiences of Saul and David. We all know the story of David killing Goliath.
And we cheer for the “underdog” who overcame the giant. But in light of my
wonderings this morning, I saw the experience of Saul vs. the experience of
David. Saul and his army had been taunted for 40 days before David arrived. The
giant bellowed at them and pointed out his strength and experience and their
weakness and inexperience. And Saul, though he was head and shoulders taller
than the others, hid behind his army and would not lead his men into the battle
by fighting Goliath. David, on the other hand, had no idea that he “couldn’t”
win this battle. He called on his previous experiences with the Lord rescuing
him from the lion and the bear and figured Goliath was just another animal and
God would show up and help him defeat the giant. Not only that, but David was
astounded that the Israelites couldn’t see that they were the “army of the
living God” and not the weak, inexperienced servants of a weak, inexperienced
king.
When Saul finally agreed to let the “boy” David go fight
Goliath, he wanted to dress David in the armor of the world. But David soon
knew that it would only hold him back. He chose to dress only in the armor of
the Lord and drew on his experience fighting animals and picked up a few smooth
stones and took his slingshot and went to face the giant. Goliath was amused
but David was undaunted by the giant’s jeering. He spoke truth over the
situation – “I come to you in the name of the Lord of Heaven’s Armies – the God
of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. Today the Lord will conquer you,
and I will kill you and cut off your head… and the whole world will know that
there is a God in Israel!” I Samuel 17:45-46 NLT. And that is exactly what
happened.
As I wondered through that passage of Scripture, it occurred
to me that I have been getting up in the morning with the “worries of this
world” jeering at me and calling me weak and incapable of overcoming them. No
wonder I don’t want to get up! I’ve already lost the battle before I even put
my feet on the floor! It is time to change my focus. I serve in the army of the
Living God and He will win the battle. I need to go forward armed with that
truth each day and pick up my ammunition through time in His Word. I need to remember the many times the Lord has fought for me
and won over the “bears” and “lions” in my life, and He will win over the “giants”
too.
Lord, I know that most days have an “agenda” because the
cares of this world are real. But You, Lord, speak truth over that agenda in a
way that I often don’t see. Open my eyes to see Your truth being spoken and
coming forth. I say with David, “Today the Lord will conquer you, and I will kill
you and cut off your head… and the whole world will know that there is a God in
Israel!” Thank You for this reminder. Amen
