If there is
no wound, we cannot experience God’s healing touch. If there is no sorrow, we cannot
experience God’s comfort. If there is no loneliness or desire, we cannot
experience the intimacy of God. It is in our suffering – in our darkest moments
– that we draw close to our Father and experience the depth of His love for us.
Somehow in our sin-damaged minds, if things are going well for us, we tend to
believe that we are responsible for that. We become arrogant and entitled. When
we come to the end of ourselves in our suffering, we turn our faces to the One
who can save us, heal us, and make us whole again.
Paul tells
us in I Corinthians 6:19b that we are not our own. That is a hard pill for us
to swallow. We want to be in charge of our lives. We want to believe that we
have power in and of ourselves. We work hard and we believe that all we have we
earned. But if we will stop a moment and allow ourselves to experience
fellowship with the Creator of the universe and everything in it, we will come
to a point of recognizing that my next heartbeat, my next breath, and my next
thing on my “to do” list all belong to God. It is a humbling experience to come
before Him stripped of all our self-righteousness and arrogance and realize I
have nothing to offer Him except worship and obedience. And when I come to that
place, my worship of Him is real and my willingness to obey becomes less of a
struggle because I trust Him completely. I trust His love for me. I trust His
plans for me. I trust He has my best interest at heart and will do whatever it
takes to draw me into an intimate relationship with Him.
Do you
notice that in Scripture the words “joy” or “rejoice” often come with the words “trials”
or “suffering”?
Here is what
Peter has to say about it: “So be truly glad. There is wonderful joy ahead,
even though you must endure many trials for a little while. 1 Peter 1:6 NLT “Instead,
be very glad—for these trials make you partners with Christ in His suffering,
so that you will have the wonderful joy of seeing His glory when it is revealed
to all the world.” 1 Peter 4:13 NLT
Lord, help
me take my eyes off of me and put them on You. Only then will I ever experience
the true joy of walking in full intimacy with You and experience the joy of
seeing Your glory revealed to all the world. Thank You for allowing me to
suffer with You in order that I can experience the fullness of Your glory and
of Your love. Amen