When God is Silent

One of the problems with the whole human race is that when things are going well, we tend to think we are doing something right and good and we don’t need God in our lives. We don’t talk to Him so much then. But when things are going poorly, we cry out to God to fix them so we can feel comfortable and successful again. I recently heard a young man say, “I don’t believe so much in a God who interacts with me or cares about me on a daily basis, but when I am in crisis, I do still pray!” Many people see prayer to God as a last resort, when nothing else could fix the problem and they don’t know what else to do. Something inside us cries out to God when we fear for our lives or the lives of loved ones.

Hezekiah was a great king in Judah. He is known for his faith in God when the Assyrian army came against Jerusalem. They had just successfully taken over many territories and informed Hezekiah and his people that their God was no different than the many gods they had overcome already. The complete story is in II Kings 18-20 and II Chronicles 29-32. King Hezekiah worked hard to fortify the city and reroute the water so it would not be available to Sennacherib’s army. Then he laid out the written threats and blasphemous words of Sennacherib before the Lord and prayed. And Isaiah prophesied and an angel of the Lord went out that night and killed 185,000 enemy soldiers. And Sennacherib went home in disgrace.

After that great “victory”, surrounding people groups feared King Hezekiah and paid tribute to him and he became very wealthy and respected. And then he had a life-threatening illness, and after praying, God healed him and gave him more years. This is the most dangerous time for leaders as they begin to think they are invincible, they become proud, arrogant, and entitled in their thinking. Hezekiah was no exception. But he is an exception in that when he was confronted by it, he humbled himself and repented.

Ambassadors from Babylon came to see if what they heard about King Hezekiah and Judah was true and II Chronicles 32:31 tells us that “God withdrew from Hezekiah in order to test him and to see what was really in his heart.” Hezekiah failed the test! Without God keeping him in check, Hezekiah’s pride took over again. He saw an opportunity to brag about all his accomplishments and all that he gained in his lifetime instead of an opportunity to give God the credit due Him. And the spies saw exactly what they needed to do to conquer this land.

I wonder what I do when God is silent. Do I still believe that He is the eternal God, the One who helped me get where I am today, the One who is always present with me, the One who will be there loving me no matter what my circumstances are? Or do I see Him as a distant memory? Do I seek His wisdom in all decisions, or do I think, “I got this!” Is my confidence in my own ability or in the ability God has given me and is willing to direct in me? Do I only call out to God when I am in distress? Or do I seek Him in all things? Do I trust and honor God, or believe I can and have to do everything on my own?

Hezekiah was a great king. But in the end, he lost it all for the future generations because of pride and failure to trust only in his God and give Him the glory for all that He did.

Oh God, help me to be faithful in trusting you whether I am successful or in need. Help me to never let pride cloud my vision and keep me from seeing you at work. And when you are silent, help me to trust you even more! Amen.