Showing posts with label Exodus 3-4. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Exodus 3-4. Show all posts

Saturday, February 6, 2021

What is that Word ‘Wait’?

We live in a world that is instant everything! We drum our fingers, sigh and explode if the file we are downloading takes more than 2 seconds. Food is acquired by delivery or drive through, microwaved and eaten in mere minutes. We Facetime, Skype, or use another favorite app to communicate with friends and family around the world. We fly to get there in a few hours instead of days or weeks of travel. But wait? That is not something we do very well. There is at least one thing that still teaches us patience. It still takes about 9 months from conception to birth of a baby. We cannot rush the cell-by-cell growth of the fertilized and implanted egg in the womb as God does His work of creating another human being! Then we rush headlong into life and gasp when we begin to realize that we may only have a few years left as we reach our “golden years.”

God seldom moves at that pace. He understands that good things take time. The best food is that which is cooked, roasted, prepared slowly with much love and savored slowly with family and friends. The best times together are those when we slow down for a good conversation without one or the other of us having to rush off. And those who take the time to meet with God without throwing prayers like darts as we run by, find that the time with God is refreshing and enlightening and pulls us deep into a relationship with Him and sometimes calls us out to things much bigger than ourselves!

“When the Lord saw Moses coming to take a closer look, God called to him from the middle of the bush, ‘Moses! Moses!’ ‘Here I am,’ Moses replied.” Exodus 3:4

I don’t know about you, but if I heard a voice coming from a burning bush, I don’t think I would calmly say, “Here I am!” Unless I knew the voice. The story of Moses’ early life is brief and without a lot of details. He was born to a Hebrew family in Egypt during a time of extreme oppression. His family had been instructed to throw any baby boys into the river! Of course, his parents couldn’t do that! They kept him as long as they could, then placed him in a basket in the river being watched from a distance by his sister. He was rescued by Pharaoh’s daughter who apparently had a much softer heart than her father. He needed a wet nurse and through the quick thinking of his sister, he was given back to his mother until he was weened. In those days, that would have given her the better part of the preschool years with him. In those years, Moses would have learned the Hebrew language and begun to learn about the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. The Hebrew people would have lived with the hope and promise of returning to Canaan prophesied by Jacob and Joseph.

Like any adopted or foster child, Moses would have always had a longing in his heart to return to his people even while enjoying the ‘good life’ in the palace of Pharaoh. In that longing, I wonder if Moses prayed and talked to God regularly even while learning the Egyptian way of life and the skills of leadership. I wonder if he prayed for his family and prayed to be returned to them. There was something there or he would never have attacked the Egyptian who was torturing a Hebrew slave. But the time wasn’t right, and Moses had to flee for his life and ended up in Midian where he married, started a family, and lived as a shepherd for many years.

During his time there, he must have continued to talk and walk regularly with God and likely prayed for his Hebrew family who were still very oppressed as slaves in Egypt. Have you ever prayed and prayed for something/someone and then one day you hear God say, “Let’s go! I want to use you as my instrument to answer your prayer.” I wonder if that is what happened with Moses and that is why he so quickly said, “Here I am.”

As that conversation went on, God began to get very specific and asked Moses to go back to Egypt. Through those years, God had been grooming Moses for one of the biggest jobs He ever asked a man to do! He had not rushed Moses. He was working through the infancy, toddler, primary, teen, young adult, and manhood years of Moses’ life, patiently preparing Moses for what was to come – the leading of several million people on a 40-year camping trip in the dessert without a supply wagon! Who in their right mind would accept that job offer? Only someone who walked intimately with God and understood the calling.

Lord, help me to be patient, to wait, and to sit at your feet learning from you, and then to be obedient when you call me out to go where you call me to go and to speak what you teach me to say. Amen.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Called to Serve

We have stories of Moses’ beginning – hidden in a basket, Pharaoh’s daughter finding and adopting him, a glimpse of him killing an Egyptian who was hurting an Israelite and then fleeing when he knew he had been found out. Then there is a big blank spot in his life until the incident of the burning bush. I wonder what Moses’ relationship with God was during that time. Did he talk to God? Did he follow Jewish customs he had been taught while his mother was caring for him for Pharaoh’s daughter? How much would a young boy remember?

Yet, when God spoke to him from the burning bush, Moses answered, “Here I am.” Exodus 3:4 Obviously, there was some relationship there. God went on to introduce himself as the “God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob.” Exodus 3:6 Moses had obviously been taught enough to know the stories of his ancestors, because he hid his face afraid to look at God.

God then told him that he was going to rescue the Israelites from Egypt and send them back to the land promised Abraham in the Covenant. And he said to Moses, “I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt.” Exodus 3:10 I would suppose that would be a pretty terrifying thought to Moses to have to go back to Pharaoh. He had killed an Egyptian, run for his life, and thought he was doing okay with Jethro, his father-in-law, and his wife Zipporah and their son. He also didn’t see himself as being so eloquent in speech – the leader type.

God didn’t except Moses’ excuses. He said, “I have come down to rescue them,” Exodus 3:8; “I will be with you,” Exodus 3:12; and “I will help you speak and will teach you what to say.” Exodus 4:12

Though Moses went with a lot of apprehension, he went. God called and he went. When I think about what he accomplished in the years to follow, it is staggering. He became one of the greatest leaders of all time. He was one who appeared with Jesus in the transfiguration (Matthew 17:1-13).

I wonder how God could take a timid person who ran from trouble and make him into that kind of a leader. It seems it was a relationship built over time. It began with God calling and Moses saying, “Here I am.”

Since our son’s death, God has continued to fill me with his Spirit and words flow from my mouth as I interact with others, comforting, encouraging, teaching that we don’t need to ask why, but rather we need to ask God what he is doing here and how can I glorify him in this circumstance in my life. Yet, when a friend mentions I should be doing public speaking, I find myself recoiling and saying that is something I am not good at. I can’t do that. Then I hear the Lord’s answers to Moses… I am sending you, I will be with you, I will help you speak and will teach you what to say. And I wonder if I am called, will I say, “Here I am,” or will I run the other way and hide?

Peter was a little different than Moses in personality. Peter thought he could do anything and was quick to speak when he thought he had something to say. He appeared to have no fear when he was with his friends. He was impulsive and whole-hearted at whatever he did. Peter is the one who jumped out of the boat and walked on water to meet Jesus. Matthew 14:29-30 He did okay until he looked back at what he thought his reality was… the boat tossing in the wind. Then he began to sink and cried out, “Lord save me!” Matthew 14:30 “Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. ‘You of little faith,’ he said, ‘why did you doubt?’” Matthew 14:31

And I wonder, what is my boat in the wind that I look back at? What do I tether myself to for safety? Am I willing to say, “Here I am,” and keep my eyes on Jesus and keep walking toward him no matter what is under my feet? No matter what he calls me to do or say? Can I trust him to give me the words if he calls me to speak? Can I trust him to hold me up when my knees are bending and my voice is shaking?

He has already showed himself faithful to me in many ways in this life journey I am on. I am confident that he does not take me where he has not prepared the way for me to go. Yes, even as I walk through this journey of losing my 28-year-old son, he has prepared the way. And he walks beside us and he goes before us, comforting, strengthening, encouraging and providing opportunities to witness to others of the goodness of God, his love and his mercy and his grace. To God be the Glory!

Lord make me your servant today, confident that I can follow you wherever you lead me and that your will can and will be done through me as I make myself available to you. Amen